I create the idea of a doorway that needs to exist so that I can step through it into the beauty and aliveness of presence, 
peace and silence. The door is a self created idea, an illusion that stops me from resting in the ever-present joy beauty and peace that's here. I focus on the doorway that I need to go through; this idea creates seperation, and the doorway becomes a spiritual obcession of self deception thinking that there is somewhere to go, and that some effort has to be made to be here.
No doorway no separation.
http://kundamusic.com/surrender